tired

god do you know how much I'm tired to move
I'm tired of stepping in to an uncertain
I do not know where to go and only you who know me go, whether it's important for people who hate me?
and is it important for people who judge me ugly and highly stigmatized
they judge me but they did not know the nature of what they like .. god are they perfect? so that they can judge me ugly .. god is not fair
I know you're always there for me but is there any way out for all these
god I want to put an end to all this
I'm tired heart, physical and brain
all people do not understand me and my situation
therefore
I became like this